Dec 6

Off my butt

The last couple of days have seen me holed up in my apartment while it is snowing outside.  Have I mentioned that I hate snow?  Probably about a million times.  I can deal with freezing weather, but when the ice and snow come out, I’m just not interested in doing anything.

The thing is, I really need to be looking for a job. And maybe it’s the string of rejection I’ve suffered in the last couple of months that’s made me a little depressed, but I really don’t want to do anything.  (Tony was the least of it – I’m 0 and 6 for interviews right now, with no offer in sight.) I am panicked about what my life is going to be like after May, and I want a great career, but I’m so tired of doing the things I need to do to get it.  I have an interview on Thursday, and I just applied for another job yesterday, but this should be a full-time thing for me, and yet there I sit, on the couch, watching kung fu movies.

I think, rather than making it my resolution next year to work out, or diet, or do anything else, I need to stop procrastinating on my life.

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