Of all the things I've believed in, I just want to get it over with.
Tears form behind my eyes. But I do not cry.
Counting the days that pass me by.
I've been searching deep down in my soul.
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old.
It feels like I'm starting all over again. The last four years were just pretend.
And I said, goodbye to you. Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.
This was what I loved. The one thing that I'm trying to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.
I want what's past and I want what's now.
I want everything, so I'm not giving in this time.
And when the stars fall. I will lie awake. You're my shooting star
Okay, so that was a total rip-of of Michelle Branch's "Goodbye to You" with most the changes in bold. But it's sort of how I feel. I am leaving on the 12th and so I just want to say "goodbye for now" because I have every hope that I'll be back soon. Later.