I am thinking of closing down the site.
Uh, just not this one.... :)
No, really, this volunteer website crap is wearing me down. I am busting my ass to do this site to supposedly "support" other volunteers so that their job is easier. But I feel like no one ever goes to it and/or cares about it. No one gives me any information, no one tries to help me at all. Oh, and by the way, it's all hand coding and it has 20 different sections. It takes me hours do to anything and it's not like I don't have 3 other projects plus the 16 hours of teaching I have to do/prepare for each week. I have one HTML helper, and he's wonderful, but anything complicated I have to do. I hate feeling like I'm behind all the time.
In addition, tonight I got into a fight with another volunteer who was being a total bitch to me and she said, "I don't want to defend you anymore when people call you a bitch all the time." Now, I couldn't care less that she said it, since that is the biggest case of the pot calling the kettle black that I have seen in awhile, but it does bring up an interesting point:
Why in the world would I want to "support" a bunch of boring, mean, whiny volunteers who can't get their shit even remotely together and who bitch about me behind my back because they're too dumb to actually come to me with any problems they have? I know I'm not the easiest person to take sometimes, but if I do offend someone, I do feel remorseful (most of the time). But why should I make their lives easier? I don't care about them, and frankly I would rather be helping my school and the people I came here to help and here I am wasting time on people who don't give a shit about anything but getting drunk and/or laid. And whining about how their site is the most difficult like it's the pissing contest of hardship.
I'm a little pissed right now, don't mind me. :)